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Seems like I've been disappeared and tried to make distance. I do. I am currently having hard days right now. I need times to be away from all of distractions, family, friends... stuffs. I wanna be alone for a while. I feel, lost. Many things happened outta my control, and I'm outta my mind, been workin' so hard to figure out what happiness is. Blur. I still talk to a few people. Only a few. I mean, I am not completely insane to just lock myself in the room.
But then again I do things too you know, I don't just sleep the whole day close my eyes and try to rest my brain. I go places too, and laugh at everything, but it's only with a few of people.
They who don't have a chance to knock me off my feet and won't try to give it a shot. Friends.